I'm not sure why, but i feel blue today. I know it's all in my head, but i feel like no one cares, that I am completely alone, and that nothing I do matters to anyone.
I think it all goes back to missing my Mom. Before, when I felt like this, I could call her up and after a couple of minutes she would have me laughing and joking around. I don't think I've really laughed since she's been gone. You know, that whole body laugh that is loud and often leaves you crying and gasping for air. I miss that.
Normally I would crawl into bed and stay there all day, but I am babysitting the Princess, so that's not an option. I need to keep busy.