Friday, October 24, 2008


So I went to work today, but my leg hurt soo much. I decided not to go in tomorrow. I switched with my 2nd assistant and she will work tomorrow and I'll work on Sunday. Hopefully I can keep the leg up tomorrow and with the antibiotics the pain will start to diminish. I should have taken the 3 days off like the Dr. wanted me too...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

pain, pain, and more pain...

I AM IN PAIN...LOL. Seriously, this cellulitis is horrible. I go back to the doctor today, but I don't know what he can do for the pain. Last time he gave me vicadin, and it doesn't help!!! If I keep the wound covered, it helps, but keeping it covered slows down the healing. AND I have to keep it covered when I'm working, which is all the time, so when I'm off, I really try to keep it open. But it hurts!!!
So I know I've talked about my jackass of a doctor before, but the last visit he really ticked me off. I asked what could I do to help prevent the cellulitis because everytime I get a scratch or something it blows up into this full blown infection and the pain seems to get worse everytime. His answer was, and I swear I am not making this up, was "Don't get a scratch." WTF??? Does he think I do this on purpose? Is he really that stupid? I contacted the insurance to switch doctors. The process is insane. So, I am stuck with Mr. Congeniality for a while longer.
Anyway, just needed to vent...

Sunday, October 19, 2008


I found this picture on photobucket and LOVED it. Living in california, we don't have an autumn to speak of. I think it would be so cool to live where the leaves actually change color and all that stuff. An actual changing of the seasons.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

I have been in a bit of depression lately. I thought I was handling my mom's death pretty well, and the BAM...I got hit!! It happened the day before my birthday. I came home from work and checked the mail. There's a card from my neice and I thought, that's from my neice. hum? Then there's a card from her mother. I thought why are they sending me these cards? Oh yeah, it's my birthday. Then I checked the next letter to see if it is from my Mom. BAM...I will never get another birthday card from my Mom. I cried all night. I have been a basket case since. I did go back to the Dr. and he gave me a stronger anti-depression med. I also couldn't sleep. One or two hours at the most and then I'm up. Then to make things just peachy...the cellulitis is back with a vengence. I am on my third round of antibiotics and thankfully am starting to see some results, but this time has been horrific. The pain, the blisters, the itching. It pretty much sucks.

But it's not all bad news. The unofficial verdict from the Dr. is my grandbaby is a girl. We won't know for sure until next month, but I really hope it is. We have lost too many girls in the family lately. I need a grandaughter to spoil. LOL.

I watched the finally of Project Runway last night. (depression be damned, I'm not sick enough to miss that. LOL) I am happy Leanne won. I'm surprised, but happy. I thought Korto would win. I liked Kenley's line, but Kenley herself needs to grow up some. I like Leanne's line, I just thought it was too *one note* for the judges. How great was it to have Tim as the final Judge.?
I was very happy with that turn of events.

Well. time to get some work done around here. I'll be back.....